Hm, I feel that I have to explain myself, particularly how I had changed from the past few years. In 2018 or 2019, I had been quiet, not just because of my schoolwork. It was also when I hadn't felt comfortable to go back to the roleplay community, and I still don't feel alright.

Sorry for the ambiguous details, but I hadn't have a positive experience in my last days. I didn't feel great with character creation itself. I really questioned about myself as a person, and criticised my own ideas and the way I think for probably the first time.