me avoiding decisions i should& #39;ve already made bc i feel like my entire life has been mistake after mistake... :& #39;) just quarantine things....

also love how everyone is like "when this is over imma do xyz" and im like "when this is over imma... *looks at scribbles on hand to work out my life plan*"

also will i delete this thread after 5 seconds.. probably.. but fuck im so anxious and stressed and sad and annoyed and like every other emotion one can feel all squished into one