when woojin left skz I decided to support him. after his first insta live I saw him smile a lot so I felt that he's happy now so it made everything easier(since seeing him without skz was a bit strange&sad at first 4 me).but after chan's vlive, and everything he said (possibly)+

for woojin, i feel like I cant see him the same way.honestly I don't get excited when he posts anymore whereas in the past i would have a heart attack out of excitement. he held a live stream today and i just didn't know how to feel. it constantly feels like I have to pick sides+

and i really love skz and him but idk what i feel anymore. I'm still really sensitive abt what happened and I'm obviously not over it, no matter how hard I try to. and I know it's going to get worse as he starts doing more solo activities. i want to support him SO MUCH+

but for some reason it doesn't come out naturally. there are times in the past few days that I feel like I'm forcing it. and I just don't know what to do. I'm tired of feeling so sad because of it cause honestly there's worse things to worry abt in life and i come off as arrogant

so if you actually read this... first of all thank u and second i hope i was respectful and didn't offend anyone xoxo♡