Thread by @_ElectricInk_, What I just mean is that replies to my tweets show that [...]

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_ElectricInk_

What I just mean is that replies to my tweets show that I know people care.

People feeling genuine to me with positivity, friendship, and other things just makes me really happy and it makes me know i’m not just another cog in the machine.

I just feel like my positivity is never reflected back.

I just wish, in the future, things will be better. I just love to have genuinely nice online friends, who truly care about what I’m going through.

And first of all, let me get this straight. My dad hated furries. I once talked to him about it before I really became one and it was obvious he hated them.

But I fucking miss my dad. Cancer is a bitch and killed him before any hope could be brought. This whole reason

could be a reason my anxiety boosted. Like literally. 2 deaths of major people in my life 4 months apart struck me hard. Like a bullet. I’m autistic so I have trouble with grief or describing things, but it hit me hard.

I loved my best friend Zachary. I absolutely loved my dad. They put so much good into my life and made it truly interesting. But now I just sit at home kinda just thinking about them and wishing they were still here. Whenever I remember the tragic 12 days from being

diagnosed with cancer to perishing, I just cry. I remember the horrible sadness I went through.

But you guys stood with me. I’m sorry for talking so much within this thread, but I’m so glad I’ve met all of you here. I just wish your care and support

will show more throughout my time here.

I seriously love you guys.

Peace <3

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