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It’s almost been 1 year since Matt and I started talking. So sad that we didn’t get there
Matt and I will celebrate our 1st Anniversary on June the first, but we eneded up everything before that day. Yes it’s sad because he is the first person to make me feel that i am loved, he fought for me, he take risks situation for me and he loved me so much ——
For those who didn’t know, we faced a lot of problems and hindrance after Graduation. #1 problem is how will we see each other? How will we meet? How can we have our dates? But Matt is a real Man, he has plan for everything. And it was a Good plan 
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This may sound funny and creepy bht matt and i used to walk in the cemetery, yes we really do. It may sound so cheap and ugly but it was the best of my life. He told me the reason why he loved to talk/walk with me in the cemetery. He told me—-
“Kaya sa sementeryo kasi sa dun, walang tao, walang ingay, walang judgement, dun masosolo kita, makaka pag usap tayo ng maayos at tahimik, we can have deep talks and yun” and i felt the sincerity, love and effort. He might not look sweet but yes, he is. ——
July 1st, our first Monthsarry https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart"> this day is bittersweet day of our lives, we met and had our date. But things didn’t get well, to the point that he cried and almost didn’t go to school because of me. We didn’t talk for 4-5 days because I lied, yes it was my fault —-
But still, matt didn’t leave me https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face"> he stayed even if the consequences are too harsh. Yes, the world is against us https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Pensive face" aria-label="Emoji: Pensive face">
Another problem is that, I am go to study in dls-csb, and he will study in slu. Yes so far. LDR huhuhu. But i can remember the day that Matt chatted in super early in the morning and he told me “i will go sa Urd” then suddenly me “what really? Should i go?” He said “bahala ka”
And yes i went to Urd w/o a bath. I told him why it’s all of a sudden, then na response is “wala biglaan ko lang din naisip. This could be our last date here in Urdaneta, before ako umakyat, gusto ko ikaw huling masama ko dito bago ako umalis, dito nag simula ang lahat”
Yes!! I cried, it’s really sweet that he will spend his last days here in pangasinan with me. It’s too risky for us to have a date again that month.
As his boyfriend, i am going in baguio once a month. That’s da happiest day of my month, sometimes he would fetch me in the station and greet me with his smile and hug whispering “i miss you” that’s makes me cry atm. After hugging he will say “kumain kana? Baka gutom kana?” —-
Then we will go our fave resto in baguio and eat. While eating i can in his eyes the happiness and excitement because i am there to visit him https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">
The saddest part of this is when i need to go back in Manila. I am crying in his chest while hugging him 1 hour before i go because i can’t take the saddest that i will leave him again
But he will always tells me “may susunod pa na buwan, magkikita tayo uli, hindi ito yunh last okay? I love you” yes, i will cry again. Hahah and that’s it. If i continue more this thread will be much longer.
To Matt, I’ve learned a lot from you, you changed my perspective of love, you taught me how to trust, how to handle things, you let me feel that i am loved, made me feel special everything. It would be hard for me to look for someone like you again.
It’s going to be hard. But Matt, i just want you to know that the love that i have for you, will never be gone. U will always have a special part in my heart. Thank you so much! I am still here. I love you always https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart">
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