My friend has been going through a rough patch recently, and by recently I mean for maybe the past year or two. She's attempting to suicide thrice and it's put me in a dark place as well given the fact that I feel like I could have prevented it ever since when he told me, I saw

All the warning signs pass right in front of me. And now his mother has become more strict and takes away all the ways of distracting those thoughts like video games and stuff. He has a girl who really likes that he can't talk to given the fact that her parents don't like him for

They both partaked in... And now he can't even see her at all because of this Corona virus. And now his mother like I said has become more strict, and now that school is starting online, he doesn't even know what's going on, and it's making me more stressed given the fact that he

Likes to tell me everything that's going on in his life. and I want to be that friend that's always there for each other but with my father who has a broken hip and the inability to make money, my life has been stressful too. And now that he's had to go through a crap ton of

Stuff with his family, involving a divorce between his parents, his life has literally been a living hell. He's told me in the past that he's not able to feel emotion, and he knows how to do things that I wouldn't even be able to think of. I just don't know what to do anymore.

I told him I had a crap ton of melatonin and that I need to go to sleep, which is true, but before I went to sleep I wanted to come here and rant about this because it's just way too much for me to handle by myself. I know no one's going to see it but it's worth a shot. He's

Talking to a counselor that I've gotten to meet in person once, but my friends doesn't like it because it feels weird. I just don't know what to do anymore. He's feeling as if he's put stress on me, which I'm not going to lie he has, but I don't want him to stress about me, like

I'm stressing about him, and he's told me I shouldn't stress about it at all and that if it does stress me out, he just won't go to me anymore, which I don't want, cuz I want to be a hundred percent by his side, but it's just too much. some of the things that he says about his

Mother sounds completely reasonable, example is, he now has a schedule. He has to wake up early in the morning, do some chores, do some assignments from school (he doesn't have good grades because he likes to not turn in his work, and he doesn't think the stuff he's doing is

Important) and he has 2 hours to just veg, play video games, watch Netflix and YouTube and stuff, and then he's got until dinner time, and then he has the rest of the night to play video games. He doesn't like it, and I have to agree with him because then he'll dislike me because

I agree with what his mother is saying, I kind of want that myself. To be able to have a schedule would be awesome, but I've messed up my sleep schedule to the point that I wake up sometimes at 2:00 in the afternoon. I really don't know what to do.

This thread is just me is giving it my all practically, everything that I said has been from the beginning of the first term of this year to now and it is the most stressful, and I just wish I knew what to do. I'm going to go to sleep now cuz I'm extremely tired, have a goodnight

Some of the stuff in here will not make sense because I'm doing voice to text and sometimes it likes to hear the wrong word and put it down, sorry if there's any confusion.