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remember to love fiercely no matter what. you might’ve been hurt in your past but always remember to choose love. love is never easy. the people or person should know it too.
it is scary. to love after being hurt so many times and to be loved and accept it is even scarier. but trust me. you deserve it. no matter what. don’t let a person deny it. deny you you’re power. deny you access to love.
i hope to one day grow up and learn to not only love correctly but to also accept it. accepting it is the hardest part for me. love was stolen from me. my power was stolen from me. i was taught a version of love that society calls “domestic violence”
i was taught a version of love where somebody that’s suppose to be your mother takes their anger out on you and manipulates you. a mother who denies what she did and then blames you for being the way you are. a mentally fucked up person
i am my own person. i have to remember that as i navigate thru this human experience. abuse is not love. manipulation is not love. hurting someone is not love. i have a lot of unlearning to do. what happened tonight triggered something so deep in me
that hurt little person. that helpless little person was shaken to her core tonight. she already suffers enough. i think it’s about time i put an end to her suffering.
if this thread is triggering, i’m so sorry. i will make sure to put a trigger warning. but this is something i have to say before i leave this place for a bit. i cant say it in real life. nobody can help me. i’m on my own. there’s nobody saving me. not back then, not now
