am i getting back into the things i used to love because now i actually have the time to do some of the things i enjoy or am i so mentally and emotionally broken down due to current world, family, and personal situations that i yearn for the comfort of the things i used to enjoy?

basically i’ve been exclusively watching, playing, reading, and drawing things i haven’t thought all that much about in a long time and suddenly it’s the only thing i’m doing

i was crying and breaking down the other day and i watched a couple episodes of pokémon and it made me feel better and i was like ‘wow i’m so glad i can enjoy this thing that i’ve always loved but recently haven’t had time for again!’

and then i was like “...wait”

and i realized i’m so emotionally dependent on things that provide me comfort that i instinctively turn back to them when i’m forced to face real like situations i’d rather just go away on there own

sorry bout that luvs,,
this thread is brought to you by not having a therapist for over a year now ;^)