i have like 13 maternal and 12 paternal cousins and only 3 are living here in the ph

i still have 2 more cousins on the father’s side which i haven’t even met yet

i just thought of it bc it was kind of sad growing up without them by the time i became a teenager

i’m the youngest on the father’s side and doesn’t even have someone who’s same age like me on the mother’s side so like i’m in between

i’m close to 2 of my cousins on the mother’s side and the rest of my older cousins on the father’s side treat me like a baby

idk where this thread is going but all i want to say is, them going abroad made our bond slowly fade away