today has been wack in so so many ways .

whenever i talk to anyone abt anything to try and distract myself i end up feeling worse?? even if nothing bad happened??? hello? i just having depression.

hate the fact that im resorting to twitter but what am i supposed to do. reach out to my friends?? aha. absolutely not. i will probably delete this thread in the morning but rn i feel like pure shit and idk if i wanna break my own legs or throw up
its just mental illness innit