I& #39;m having a fucking "I have no idea what I& #39;m doing with my life" crisis at 12 am why am I like this

Like sure I& #39;m going to college and maybe renting an apartment with some friends but then what?? How the hell am I gonna keep existing like this? Like if quarantine has taught me anything I get bored fast

I& #39;m so fucking scared there& #39;s so much life out there and I& #39;m just like "hoo hee I& #39;m going to avoid responsibilities and feel bad abiut it" how am I ever going to be a functional human being

Anyway my friends will inevitably find this thread is b like "damn bitch you live like this??" Hi everyone glad you could be here to witness some S-teir mental breakdowns. ily all