I'm having a fucking "I have no idea what I'm doing with my life" crisis at 12 am why am I like this

Like sure I'm going to college and maybe renting an apartment with some friends but then what?? How the hell am I gonna keep existing like this? Like if quarantine has taught me anything I get bored fast

I'm so fucking scared there's so much life out there and I'm just like "hoo hee I'm going to avoid responsibilities and feel bad abiut it" how am I ever going to be a functional human being

Anyway my friends will inevitably find this thread is b like "damn bitch you live like this??" Hi everyone glad you could be here to witness some S-teir mental breakdowns. ily all