wow, dark times. These notes were from 3 years ago. I remembered the feels of not being used to be alone, with no one to talk to or share the burden and just be fully drained physically & mentally. I& #39;ve been through a lot of shit since HighSchool. How& #39;d I even made it this far?

Yep I admit it, I& #39;m not really good at any kind of relationship and yes that includes my friends and family, that is my biggest flaw, I always find a way to disappoint THAT person or the other way around.

I open up myself so easily and just when I get attached I also get easily labeled as TOXIC. I mean, who can blame them? I can& #39;t satisfy their standards and needs, like how? When I& #39;m not even satisfied with myself.

Dami ko na palang sinasabi hahaha. Fast forward to now na lang. So everything& #39;s the same parin naman as to how I feel (refer to the first tweet from this thread) only difference is I& #39;m used to it now. Seriously nothing seems to shock me now, I& #39;m numb from the pain. SKL