wow, dark times. These notes were from 3 years ago. I remembered the feels of not being used to be alone, with no one to talk to or share the burden and just be fully drained physically & mentally. I've been through a lot of shit since HighSchool. How'd I even made it this far?

Yep I admit it, I'm not really good at any kind of relationship and yes that includes my friends and family, that is my biggest flaw, I always find a way to disappoint THAT person or the other way around.

I open up myself so easily and just when I get attached I also get easily labeled as TOXIC. I mean, who can blame them? I can't satisfy their standards and needs, like how? When I'm not even satisfied with myself.

Dami ko na palang sinasabi hahaha. Fast forward to now na lang. So everything's the same parin naman as to how I feel (refer to the first tweet from this thread) only difference is I'm used to it now. Seriously nothing seems to shock me now, I'm numb from the pain. SKL