They had been dating for months and while they had fooled around before... Deku felt an overwhelming guilt in his stomach anytime Kacchan invites him to his room.

He loved Kacchan with all his heart... But he didn’t want to have sex.

Deku didn’t know why, he should...

Right?

He was happy being able to just cuddle or to be in the same room, even sparring.

But the thought of sex made him uncomfortable. He told himself he would give their relationship more time, maybe he was nervous... That wasn’t it... He just didn’t want sex.

He tells Kacchan...

“So you want to break up or what?”

Deku expected that response but he stammers over his words, his face is hot and he feels like puking. No one would take the phrase “I don’t want to fuck you” too well, not even Kacchan.

“No, I love you, I just don’t... I’m sorry.”

Deku can’t explain without hurting his boyfriends feelings, so he word vomits. Saying how he doesn’t like sex, how he doesn’t want to do it.

Kacchan looks angry. “You should have said something!”

“I-I couldn’t! I love you so I did it!”

Kacchan doesn’t get it... So he leaves.