Jonghyun, it’s April 8, 2020, it’s your birthday, you’re 30 now. I wish you were there with us on this special day but I know, it’s impossible. I'm still not recovering from your death, I still don't realize that you're no longer there.
You left us 841 days ago, since this sad day you are my phone wallpaper, it makes me think about you. Seven hours ago, when I saw it was your birthday, I started to cry, I couldn't stop, and now I have tears in my eyes. There is not a single day that I didn’t think of you.
I hope you are happy now and that you rest in peace where you are. I will never forget how many times you made me laugh and how many times you gave me strength and hope. I will never forget you.
You are amazing, you deserved to be happy but life’s not always good, even for wonderful people like you, and I’m so sorry for all the things that made you do what you did. I love you and I miss you so much, you are our angel forever 

5HINee forever 




