There is now financial assistance I can apply for as a small business owner.

Unfortunately, I can't do that because I still don't have access to my tax refunds because my ex has that information.

He has also decided to stop making payments on the credit card keeping me alive.

I am beyond depressed.

I spent the entire day in bed sleeping and getting sick as a result.

I am not hungry. I am not thirsty.

My lawyer is desperately trying to get me a temporary needs hearing but the Coronavirus is making that more difficult.

I cannot get employment because of the Coronavirus.

I cannot even go shopping with what little cash I have because of the Coronavirus (I'm asthmatic and catching it would be catastrophic - especially without insurance).

I need to see a therapist but I can't afford one.

I need to see a doctor about my asthma which is acting up because of the stress. But I can't afford one.

I need to file these financial documents so I can get assistance, but I can't do that without paperwork my ex has.

I need to draw to make money, but I'm too depressed.

I wonder when the electricity will be turned off because he doesn't feel like maintaining the status quo.

I wonder when the water will be turned off.

I wonder when the internet will be turned off.

I wonder when I'll get evicted from my own home because he simply decides he doesn't feel like paying on the mortgage during this interim time.

It's almost like he wants me to kill myself.