I never aim to have a perfect lover nor a perfect relationship.
I like arguments rather unspoken hearts. Sharing thoughts and making it part of our growing relationship is what I thought better than just letting things flow
I used to believe that love is more than enough to have a willing heart to fight. But then, insecurities, doubts and overthinking makes it so different and difficult to face.
Sometimes you find yourself numb for being so dumb. And sometimes you feel like fighting alone just to save yourself from regretting.
But most of the time, you stand for "WHY" you chose the person "HOW" you dream with that person and "WHAT" fight have you been through to make it with that person
It never matters who did wrong, who's right or who's who. Just as long as you choose to get back on track with that person at the end of the day.
We may mess up but we make up. We forgive and most of all we love with a willing a heart to trust.
I dont know how to end this thread. I feel lost with my soul battling with my heart and my brain.
Goodnight 02:24AM