y’all hear me out real quick ..

sexual assault awareness month. give me a few hours .. i’ll be back

okay .. whew I am ready. Before I begin I wanna say thank you to @jazminenicole1_ and @JRBlood_ for helping me freshman year of high school .. without you guys I wouldn’t be here today. The whole english class. Y’all pushed me to get the help I deserved.

Love yourself.. Remember that men aren’t the only ones who sexually assault people. I am sharing my story to help out others who may need a hand. No I am not crying out for help or anything like that. Just listen

May the story begin. I will not get into depth about everything but I will give something small. Back when I was 14 (many may know) but I was sexually assaulted by this high school basketball player (no he did not go to Destrehan or any school near Destrehan) .. No I will not —

say names because back then the police handled everything & so did the court. No I did not know this person or anything like that.. Everything was a set up it seemed like by close people of mine. The guy who sexually assaulted me was about 6’3 & weighed more than 220lbs.. —

Remind you I was about 5’6–5’7 & very petite. Long story short the guy did verbally abuse me, physically, & mentally. I was honestly scared to tell anyone so I kept it in for months & months (8 months to be exact) .. I only kept it in so long because I figured nobody would —

believe me until I forgot how rape kits work & so on. Around that time my grandfather had also committed suicide so I was heartbroken! I cried hours every night but once the sun came up? I hid my scars. Nobody could tell what I was going through.. I told NOBODY because only —

people who knew were the 7 people at the scene. Nobody helped me after hearing me cry & verbally say NO. I stopped my police case back in 2015 because I couldn’t handle pressure. I couldn’t handle bringing up the pain every-time I went to the police station or the doctor. Event-

ually my parents found out because I told my high school counselor freshman year. Were they mad? Yes but not at me. Sometimes I hate myself for even being at the location around that time but it wasn’t my decision. I lost myself at the age of 14 & now standing at 18 I still —

haven’t found myself. THATS WHY IM SAYING PLEASE REACH OUT FOR HELP.. I AM BEGGING YOU. Don’t be like me still crying over a situation I couldn’t handle. DON’T let sexual assault DEFINE YOU! If you need anybody I am here & I promise.. DONT —

be scared. I am BEGGING get help!! Call the police! Write everything down. Take pictures of bruises ! EVERYTHING .. If you ever need time to vent I am here .. Here me out. I love you all .. Forever and always . #SexualAssaultAwarenessMonth