It& #39;s 1am in the morning and my mind is messing with me rn. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Pensive face" aria-label="Emoji: Pensive face">
My mind be like: it& #39;s not me, it& #39;s you, you kept reading aus and then question yourself worth later on. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙄" title="Face with rolling eyes" aria-label="Emoji: Face with rolling eyes">
Uggghhh!!!! I hate myself! https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😤" title="Face with look of triumph" aria-label="Emoji: Face with look of triumph"> This is me overthinking once again. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Pensive face" aria-label="Emoji: Pensive face">

Hahahahaha It& #39;s just that....https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👉" title="Right pointing backhand index" aria-label="Emoji: Right pointing backhand index">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👈" title="Left pointing backhand index" aria-label="Emoji: Left pointing backhand index">
I kept thinking if it& #39;s normal? I mean, me being a 25 year old, NBSB and no one ever tried to court me or say that they kind of like me and stuff. yknow like, i kind of question my self sometimes. Is there something wrong with me?

I know there are reasons for everything and there is a perfect timing for everyone, it& #39;s just that, I can& #39;t help but to think of it sometimes. Is it weird? Am i weird? https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Smiling face with open mouth and cold sweat" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with open mouth and cold sweat">

I& #39;ve talked about this with my closest friends countless times, and they were like, "no there& #39;s nothing wrong with you" they assures me that I am worth it but the overthinker me just keep on thinking when,where,how and who? Is there anyone who will see that worth they are seeing?

They said maybe I am too focus on work and my fangirling related stuffs, well yes maybe I do but that is because I have nothing to do aside from that. It& #39;s like who will I invest my time to when no one wants to invest their time with me? It& #39;s like I don& #39;t have a choice, i guess?

But yeah, idk, maybe the universe is still trying to figure out how will I have that love story of mine in this life. I just hope, maybe, it will be sooner? Like, hello universe,Just wanna remind you I look young but I am not getting any younger yknow? but I am not pressuring uhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Smiling face with open mouth and cold sweat" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with open mouth and cold sweat">

That& #39;s all. My mind is still a mess but this thread of my craziness is getting longer, so I& #39;ll just gonna deal with this thoughts with my own until I feel asleep. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😁" title="Grinning face with smiling eyes" aria-label="Emoji: Grinning face with smiling eyes"> bye!