Update: Turns out my mother& #39;s heart and lungs aren& #39;t working properly. The result of the chronic issues she& #39;s had all her life.

(Note. I& #39;m trying very hard to ignore all of this as much as I can so I don& #39;t have a panic attack. I won& #39;t be replying to any tweets on this thread.)

Avoidance has always been my way of coping with things that scare me, so I will probably be online trying to distract myself.

Especially because I can& #39;t leave the house and am not allowed to visit her.

Please understand.

I will now be muting this thread.

Not because I don& #39;t appreciate your support and love - I do and I love you guys for being there for me - but it& #39;s hard to ignore something that scares me when it& #39;s being brought up constantly.

I& #39;m sorry.