Update: Turns out my mother's heart and lungs aren't working properly. The result of the chronic issues she's had all her life.

(Note. I'm trying very hard to ignore all of this as much as I can so I don't have a panic attack. I won't be replying to any tweets on this thread.)

Avoidance has always been my way of coping with things that scare me, so I will probably be online trying to distract myself.

Especially because I can't leave the house and am not allowed to visit her.

Please understand.

I will now be muting this thread.

Not because I don't appreciate your support and love - I do and I love you guys for being there for me - but it's hard to ignore something that scares me when it's being brought up constantly.

I'm sorry.