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Saw a picture of me and ex and now I’m crying and feel disgusting. All ive ever owned is trauma
The worst part is being so upset I stayed so long even though I knew I was being sexually and emotionally abused and knowing that’s I just can’t change that and it’s what I chose to do for so many important years
Constantly being coerced into sex, into group sex that I didn’t want, being cheated on openly and secretly, being made to feel small and like I had nothing else, being made responsible for her mental health, being degraded when I didn’t put out enough. Why did I stay !!!!!???
I specifically remember one day I cried for whatever reason, either being scared to go home or bc she had persuaded me into having sex that I didn’t want to have and I talked her into coming into living room and watch tv with me to help me relax and she gave me such a hard time
Bc that meant she had to get off her fucking OW games with her friends and right there in front of me she plainly texted all her friends that she had to go bc I was “crying too much” and “this shit is annoying”. That shit fucks people up !!!! Why would a human do that !!!
If this thread means anything it’s a sign to leave now. I spent a year and a half planning our breakup bc I was scared and that year only led to worse things. When you know, you know. If you think your relationship feels over or if they’re hurting you - l e a v e. You can do it.
