I cannot believe i spent two years of my life being in a relationship with a cheater and a straight head manipulator.
There is a holding point for everyone. A limit to everything. A limit to make someone reach their all boundaries. Fuck you and your victim card. Fuck you and fuck your empathy gaining card. Fuck you and fuck your woman playing card. You are a fucking disgrace to women.
I have never seen someone this ungrateful ever in my fucking life. Someone for whom i did beyond my limits and capacity. Made her the moon of my life. Held her and loved her like it& #39;s the only thing left in my life.
I spent everything in my capacity to make this person the happiest in this whole world. Called her home. Real life making a person home. And that person cheated on me multiple times.
I made sure when she wakes up, she wake us happy. I made sure her days goes better. I made sure end of her day stays better. I made sure she sleeps peacefully. And repeat. On repeat. Not a single day.
I won& #39;t say i am a saint. I did mistakes too. I did fucks ups too. But i was being pushed beyond limits. Beyond my capacity.
But cheating someone emotionally and physically is something you can do to traumatize someone for life. Imagine the person you love and is wearing your promise ring is sleeping with another man and you get to know it after sometime. But you still love them and they repeat it
I don& #39;t want sympathy over internet or from anyone of you. I am defending myself because i know i have been exploited and spoiled in front of so many people over internet and in real life too. I warn anyone who will come in my way after this. I won& #39;t care.
I know so many of people who talk/flirt and are friends with her. I know it and i always trusted her. I don& #39;t want anyone of you to hate her or anything.
You cheat on me multiple times and then you have the audacity to ask me that I don& #39;t trust you. Trust is earned and God knows i asked you to stay patient with me just because i was processing all of it and all you did was manipulation.
The worst part is getting cheated right after the start of a relationship and you get to know it after two years. You kept hiding your cheat and have the audacity to tell me to trust ? My fucks to you and your fucking existence.
I am not even ashamed of anything i have done after my limits were being pushed to the boundaries. You started this relationship with a cheat and kept dragging it along. You kept hiding about it and you kept doing it. I am not sorry for anything wrong i have done to you.
I defended when you were being exposed and i took your side. I stood by you and promised you i won& #39;t leave and you honored it. Just to do it again? Just to fucking cheat on me again. Just because you could not stop flirting with other men or couldn& #39;t stop them doing it.
Getting abused emotionally, mentally and physically. And you expect me to be sane? For how long? You drag me with your cheating and manipulations. Expect me to be calm and cool. I was and i did the best to my limits.
I bring you gifts meanwhile you are texting behind my back on the same day to patch up things with your ex. You tell me on my face i make you happy and you do this. How can a person be this UNGRATEFUL.
You cheat on me and you tell me you wanted me to know it? Then you tell me it was my decision to kiss you? You kept hiding your previous relationship from me unless i received texts from your ex? Then you fucking justify your cheating?
You slept with another man just to get over him? Is there any fucking sensible person or psychologist/psychiatrist available to explain if this happens somewhere? How do you get over a man by sleeping with him?
You tell me you need time to process stuff and regain your energies. You need few weeks. You are in relationship with me while you hang out with your ex. While you flirt around telling other men you are single. You post the flirts on internet and want me to be okay with it.
And you have the audacity to call me insecure.
This is not over. I didn& #39;t tweet all of this to feel better. My anger has peaked. I will do anything under my capacity to do whatever i want to feel better. You name it, i will make a mess for whole life. Even it costs life.