after watching seongwu on Sketchbook again, i can feel his sincereness more than during the first time i watch it. At first, i just smiled proudly for the whole session. This time, i go even deeper into his words and i found him even more precious. he& #39;s someone to protect. cont-

I find him too precious that we need to hold onto him forever. But, the fact that he& #39;ll be more and more successful, I need to be ready for every thing. I guess I really need to slowly try to not too holding him as some things may hurt me any time in the future. cont-

But also at the same time, its hard. Ive been treasuring him from the start. Ive seen the upgrades he went through, have seen how he grew up, have seen him at the lowest and the peak. As a fan, ive known him enough but i dont think i should be more than that. cont-

His love towards the fans is so huge. I feel so loved every time he talks about the fans. His feelings is quite transparent that I can see it whenever he& #39;s so sincere with his words. For me, he& #39;s just too precious that I have to not let anyone hurt him. cont-

but its really hard to keep my feelings that way. I cant hold onto him so much. I know I may be hurt deeply if I do. I just think that I should just maintain as how I support him now. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙂" title="Slightly smiling face" aria-label="Emoji: Slightly smiling face">

I just feel so emo haha, the reality just hit me today that I think I wont be able to handle the pain if anything happens in the future. Not again. Ive had enough pain from the past events. No worries, its just my evening thought. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😊" title="Smiling face with smiling eyes" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with smiling eyes">

+ the fact that he sang "Love this moment" during the fanmeeting really made me feel so loved. All the songs he sang & also songs from his album all has its own meaning & reason as to why he sings it. owns a beautiful heart.
(ok i& #39;ll just cont this thread whenever i feel like it)