and i really am considering softblocking like 2-3 people now

(aka the situation gOT WORSE...)

i'm just having a Not Good Time

i usually don't talk abt this sort of thing out in the open but fuck it lmao this is my twitter but this makes me lowkey realize they really weren't interested? but i'm also like maybe they were and are just scatterbrained or something

so i'm also just like bashes myself for not being more forward and interested cause i was too anxious, but also bashes myself cause i know being friends with them (or trying to be) will probably be unhealthy for both of us

it'll be a B*ek Situation all over again

(only a few, if anything 2 people will understand this)

and i'm just (lays down) i know extreme i can get when it comes to wanting to be friends with someone and i get overwhelmed when they don't like.... share the sentiment ??

having bpd hard, world is cold, but naib subedar is warm and soft

this thread is so fucking dumb, i hate my brain so much. can i get a refund, or trade it in for something else

i wanna make friends, but then i feel bad for making friends and then i feel bad for already having friends

(holds head) i'm sorry i keep spamming this thread or your tls, i'm just trying to organize my thoughts out in text since trying to sort it out in my head was Not Working