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here’s my tangent, i try. i really do. and i know to people in (or used to be) in my life it doesn’t look like it but i’m trying my hardest. i can only bottle so much in till i push everyone away. i don’t do these things intentionally but after years of this i just naturally do.
i’m a very hypersensitive person. i take everything personally. i can’t handle being talked down to, being neglected by friends or family. it’s just too familiar that at some point i just need a few people to stick around.
i know that i’m a bitch to people. i know that i’m not the perfect person and this thread is me admitting to the fact that i can be shitty but it’s not my intention. i truly try my hardest to show my friends i love them. i call everyone as much as i can and i try to communicate.
i’m sorry that things happen the way they did. this isn’t me asking for a “pass” or being “immature” and avoiding my problems it’s me asking for forgiveness. college has been really hard for me and i’m trying to adapt to the fact that i’m hundreds of miles away from everything.
as much as i hated walled lake and being trapped in that shit hole i miss leaving school and seeing my friends. i miss seeing my mom everyday and not just for breaks. i just want to be understood and not put down. don’t take what you have right now for granted.
because one day not everyone will support you. not everyone will be a phone call away. not everyone will like you. not everyone will be there in less than ten minutes to make sure you’re okay.
i just miss everyone and everything that made me feel like a person. i miss having my friends by my side. :(
also idc if @fionasmarie or @angeleenak don’t like these pictures they made me smile.
