well, I try not to tweet my feelings here and if I do I quickly delete them.

But today has broke me, I've never felt this amount of exhaustion from working so hard and feeling like everyone has it out for me

I appreciate everyone's continued support but I haven't had a day to by in awhile that someone hasn't tried saying something, giving me a problem, or I see something fishy happen on my media.

I'm heartbroken with how hard I try to work and just always being second best. I'll never be the best, and I'll never be someone's number one. It just never happens.

and with that, I'm ending this thread and not going to talk about my feelings like this again. I hate opening up like this but I'd like my voice to be heard.