if u don& #39;t like me, cool. if you& #39;re mad at me but don& #39;t wanna communicate to solve the issue, cool. if i did something to u & u don& #39;t want to forgive me, cool. if u think of me in a negative manner, cool. i& #39;m not begging for a soul& #39;s validation, forgiveness, or time ever again.

i just wanna b honest & say it used to really bother me when i would fall out with people & it would b so easy for me to release my ego to work things out with them. how it would b so easy for me to accept apologies, show forgiveness, & show gratitude to them.

even when people did the most low down shit, i forgave them. i never let their past mistakes determine how i view them as a person in the present because i truly believe people can change. i never get that same energy back tho. i& #39;m not allowed to fuck up & change? but YOU are?https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤣" title="Rolling on the floor laughing" aria-label="Emoji: Rolling on the floor laughing">

that& #39;s crazy but i just wanna say i& #39;ve accepted everything that was done to me. i accept the part i played in certain situations. i forgive myself. i forgive the people that hurt me. i& #39;m learning to make peace with everything & to b okay with not having closure with everyone.

it used to eat me up that certain people viewed me as a bad person when their slates aren& #39;t even clean either. i can forgive u a million times but it& #39;s fuck me forever, right? LOL ok.

but one thing i learned from learning forgiveness for myself. if you& #39;re still holding grudges with someone or can& #39;t forgive them, you& #39;re apart of the reason that pain can& #39;t b taken away & you& #39;ll never move on. ghosting don& #39;t fix everything. address the problem.

sorry for the rant but that shit been sitting on me heavy. like i really been pressed bout that for a long time but atp, i& #39;ma let people do them & keep talking shit. u bashing me is just u reflecting the issues u need to fix within yourself & i& #39;m not responsible for that so https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤗" title="Hugging face" aria-label="Emoji: Hugging face">