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if u don't like me, cool. if you're mad at me but don't wanna communicate to solve the issue, cool. if i did something to u & u don't want to forgive me, cool. if u think of me in a negative manner, cool. i'm not begging for a soul's validation, forgiveness, or time ever again.
i just wanna b honest & say it used to really bother me when i would fall out with people & it would b so easy for me to release my ego to work things out with them. how it would b so easy for me to accept apologies, show forgiveness, & show gratitude to them.
even when people did the most low down shit, i forgave them. i never let their past mistakes determine how i view them as a person in the present because i truly believe people can change. i never get that same energy back tho. i'm not allowed to fuck up & change? but YOU are?
that's crazy but i just wanna say i've accepted everything that was done to me. i accept the part i played in certain situations. i forgive myself. i forgive the people that hurt me. i'm learning to make peace with everything & to b okay with not having closure with everyone.
it used to eat me up that certain people viewed me as a bad person when their slates aren't even clean either. i can forgive u a million times but it's fuck me forever, right? LOL ok.
but one thing i learned from learning forgiveness for myself. if you're still holding grudges with someone or can't forgive them, you're apart of the reason that pain can't b taken away & you'll never move on. ghosting don't fix everything. address the problem.
sorry for the rant but that shit been sitting on me heavy. like i really been pressed bout that for a long time but atp, i'ma let people do them & keep talking shit. u bashing me is just u reflecting the issues u need to fix within yourself & i'm not responsible for that so 
