I hate this,, all i want to do is be a normal functioning person, i just want to be happy and i wanna help people when they come to me about shit, but instead i& #39;m always just wondering if im making it worse or if I& #39;m just there to make them feel better,, i hate thinking the-

Worst of people, im tired of it. I know there are people there for me but its hard to go to them when im so scared of them leaveing. I& #39;m sorry if im not the best person to talk to rn, I& #39;ll try harder, i promise, I don& #39;t want to loose another person in my life.

Just gonna continue in this thread,, i wanna say sorry to anyone i speak to if your reading this... im sorry for not being a good friend, im sorry for constantly complaining to you, im sorry for not having the right thing to say when you tell me yours,, i just feel so fucking-

Done right now, the only reason im saying this at 2:38 am is because this will ne the only time im comfortable to let it out, while im emotional and tired bit this is a feeling that goes through me on a daily basis, it makes me feel so sick and i just want it to stop, i don& #39;t-

Like it here anymore,, i just constantly feel so invalid.. im just sorry i dont know what else to say