Dawned on me why quarantine is so depressing... It's reminding me **A LOT** of when I was flat broke

The removal of choice and agonising how every decision is a frivolous one, shall I use shampoo, should I open that tin. Can I bake even though that recipe uses 2 eggs...

Also the constant STRESS of situations beyond your control and feeling of the familiarity of boredom cos you can't afford or don't have the privilege of weekends or can afford anything to do

All the shops might as well be shut cos the only ones you don't feel like a frivolous self-owning jerk shopping at are the market, Jack Fulton's or Greggs

I think I've been a bit of a selfish idiot fretting about my furlough and my situation when people are coping with having next to nowt and having to deal with Corona

And the global south hoo shit

Sorry if this thread is annoying I needed to vent