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I recently made a post which said as follows: "I don& #39;t deserve to be in this community". I wrote this because it& #39;s all true. I& #39;m like that overly introverted kid in school who always sits in the back, who talks to himself on a regular-
-basis. The literal jack of ALL creative trades but can& #39;t commit to a single one long enough or simply do them all ATROCIOUSLY. I& #39;m a self-proclaimed voice actor who hasn& #39;t voiced in anything PROPERLY since late 2017 and haven& #39;t done any SINCE THEN, I& #39;ve already DROWNED in this-
-literal sea of better creatives out there, OR I& #39;m just a scattered MESS of a who doesn& #39;t deserve most of what he has out of self-hatred. Who needs April Fools& #39; when your entire creative existence is a FUCKING joke?? Just to expose myself for the insecure and jealous fucker I am-
-look at @/PatMikeVA @/BelRusapeVO, @/JacobwilsonVO, @/JustTheClippy, @/jemrudolph, @/LanceMcDonaldVA, the list goes on and on and on. They& #39;re constantly striving to do better than what they are now and I& #39;m fucking happy for them, truly! I really am! Know what the problem is???-
-I& #39;m more bitter/jealous/envious/conceited as all-living-fuck that I& #39;m not fortunate enough to have more convenient circumstances. I know this sounds exceptionally rude and dickhead-ish of me but I just have this inadvertent talent to see the good others& #39; can accomplish but can-
-use others& #39; accomplishments as a means of punishing myself for being stuck these imposed circumstances. I know that& #39;s a very unhealthy mindset to have but this is mine. So, those who are tagged, if by sheer coincidence, you see this, please understand that this is not a threat-
-targeted at ANY of you; this is a thread about me bitching at myself about how utterly fucking worthless I feel and am. I COULD go on as to what& #39;s on my mind regarding this ordeal but frankly, it& #39;s probably not worth ANYONE& #39;S time, this thread sure as hell isn& #39;t to some but-
-I& #39;ll just leave this here for now for anyone who actually cares or just the random person who see this. I& #39;m sorry if I said too much...
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