Not sure how I& #39;ve got through today. Heading back to bed in a minute, where I& #39;ve been on and off all day due to feeling so weak physically. Consumed with inadequacy. Depression is screaming at the moment. Wish I could cry. Sorry.

One person enquired. If this is my worth, then I& #39;m out of here. I& #39;m finding it difficult enough. Not that it matters either way.

Once again fandom is for the select few.