Thread by @taeguvnus, Okay so... it isn't that I'm seeking comfort or attention from anyone [...]

Okay so... it isn& #39;t that I& #39;m seeking comfort or attention from anyone here, but I just wanted to say that I haven& #39;t been doing well these past several months of my life.

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I won& #39;t go into detail but basically, I& #39;ve been having a recurring issue in my (romantic) relationship that& #39;s been affecting me significantly. There has been no abuse or anything extreme, it& #39;s just a simple difference that& #39;s causing us to struggle.

Last night might have been the [prelude] to the final part of my relationship. It was ill-timed, because I& #39;d just happily left twt after interacting with my moots (friends uwu

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💜" title="Purple heart" aria-label="Emoji: Purple heart">) and I was about to head to bed.

I had a serious discussion with my significant other, and sadly it had to be over text. As things stand, neither of us wants to break up, but he is holding on fully while I& #39;m trying to get him to understand that our relationship isn& #39;t healthy anymore.

It& #39;s mentally taxing on him for reasons beyond my control, and seeing him constantly in a state of depression has been impacting me mentally as well. He wouldn& #39;t seek professional help bc he felt it wouldn& #39;t help him, and I honestly am not strong enough to help him myself.

Amidst all this struggling over the past year, I& #39;ve cried in secret so my dad wouldn& #39;t see. And I& #39;ve avoided speaking to him or my mom about the situation, bc I know they& #39;ll worry. I opened up to my friends before and I felt a bit better, but that was temporary relief.

I& #39;m really in-touch with myself emotionally, so I& #39;m able to stop myself from dwelling and acting on negative feelings... but that doesn& #39;t mean they don& #39;t still affect me subconsciously.

I& #39;ve actually been really stressed subconsciously... But y& #39;know? I met a lot of cool people recently on twt and it& #39;s been so much fun interacting with them

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https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="♥️" title="Heart suit" aria-label="Emoji: Heart suit"> Honestly, all your interactions gave me a lot of happiness in this stressful time, so I& #39;m really thankful!

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I wanted to tell you that

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face"> and also let you know that I might not be as perky and active for a while. In fact, I might go on a relatively short hiatus soon

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face"> I don& #39;t wanna be hasty and delete twt right now haha, so I& #39;m giving it some more time and thought.

To be honest, it& #39;s better to NOT isolate myself from twt while I& #39;m going through all of this, but the reason I& #39;m considering hiatus is bc I don& #39;t know how severe my emotional state will become and I don& #39;t want to allow myself to show too much vulnerability on here.

It& #39;s an easy trap to fall into, what with all the instant gratification you can get from social media and all that. And it& #39;s not healthy.

Welllll~ that& #39;s all I had to say. If you& #39;ve read this thread, I& #39;m really sorry for putting any amount of negativity on your tl

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙇🏻‍♀️" title="Woman bowing deeply (light skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Woman bowing deeply (light skin tone)"> (apologetic bow) Have a good day/rest of the day/night and stay healthy

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