I got a memory from Facebook just now that says Prom was exactly a year ago today. A year ago and a couple day ago I was contemplating on taking my own life due to problems I’ve had in the past. My own cousins don’t know this story nor does most of my family as well. I spent many

Days crying by myself asking god to take my life cause I was so scared to do it myself. I was so lost and I felt like everything was closing on me. I would get home do homework and just lay in bed until it was time for school again. I will never forget the times I wouldn’t wanna

Go to school so bad because I was scared. I wasn’t scared of anyone but I was scared of all the thoughts and the feeling of loneliness. I hated myself and all the things going on around me. Because of having the best support system I could’ve asked for which is my mom, my

Sister, and my Two friends. I remember being in the emergency room alone crying wondering if I’ll get the help I needed. If I never got that help I would’ve missed Prom, Graduation, experience new things, go on a road trip from California to Virginia, seeing my family smile

And most importantly, I would’ve missed seeing myself laugh and smile with my nephew, family, and friends. Going through things alone is the hardest thing to do but with the right people anything is possible and I simply ask, if you are a person who needs someone, never be shy

To message me as I know what it feels like to go through something feeling like you’re alone. I don’t care if we aren’t close, I will be your bestfriend but don’t plan on harming yourself because that pain only passes on to others who love you. My DM’s are open any time!!

My last tweet because I know this thread is stupid long and if you’ve read all of this, thank you. Here’s a cheers to myself for over coming the hardest obstacle I ever could’ve gone through. I love you Daniel, Mando, Mom, and my Sister. For being my hero’s in a time of need https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💜" title="Purple heart" aria-label="Emoji: Purple heart">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💜" title="Purple heart" aria-label="Emoji: Purple heart">