I admit, I’m finding it difficult to be remotely interested in anything proactive regarding my work. I’m enjoying just being with my family, cooking and doing a daily one hour bike ride. Maybe around 3pm I’ll go to my office in the house and shuffle some pens around. Anyone else?

Without the catalyst of being commissioned I’m completely inert. I need to be needed. Without that morltovating force I’ll just sit here statically blinking, staccato like.

I mean I’ve got this massive bloody film archive and now would be the perfect time to devote all my energy to scanning lots of it. But then I look at it and think...”Oh gives a fuck about any of this crap.”