Needs therapist so I can function at a job and step outside...need money for therapist which requires a job... parents dont support therapy.... it's my legal responsibility now and idk how to do anything... the fuck is insurance

Huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dying sounds easier.

The few times I did therapy and got evaluated was uncomfortable as fuck and it's been a while and I need it but hmm everything is very scary and hard to access

It's already 5am as you can see that's how unproductive I am.

Oh did I mention I dropped out of highschool cause it was worsening my overall health & I was failing even with notes from a mh professional telling my school to take it easy? so If I was able to get a job itd suck anyway. Online school was expensive so it had to be canceled too

Everything is great I'm totally not so behind and unproductive that catching up and financially contributing to society is basically pointless because nothing works :)

Oh well, at least i can eat and have a place to sleep because typically people get kicked into the streets here when theyre 18/19. Although i do see that possibly happening to me because their anger is slowly rising and they are unsupportive of trans people :)))

Wow what is this thread.