tangina gago. I received HP merch and stuffs as a gift kanina, and yet I don't feel the kilig I've been imagining to feel. yes, I liked 'em. I've been longing to hold all of these for months. The thought of having it was so exciting. but then there's

+++my best friend, who's like me that waited for months to receive the gifts we've wished for from him. except for the fact that she've requested it earlier than me and I got it first.

liek niprank pa ako ng isa na di pa pala dumating yung package ng sakin tas vape package lang yung dumating, inasar niya ako na pareho kaming wala pang merch. pero syempre, linambing lambing den ako, nicheer up ako ganon.

tapos pagdating ni boybespren (nagbigay ng merch ko), dala pala niya yunh merch package ko. I didn't felt much excitement. I know she's annoyed and was jealous, she was just in the corner, everyone noticed it. that's why I felt uncomfortable. my smiles were almost fake,

+++but the genuineness a merch can give to a potterhead's stull there. I didn't bothered about her anymore. hers was more expensive, like as if di siya mabibigyan. he tried to lambingin her, but he just got annoyed. I admit she's too much, but I get her point.

pero pota, first merch ko mga 'yon tas ganon lang mararamdaman ko? bullshit. kanina nga tinitignan ko ulit mga 'yon, mas genuine yung happiness na naramdaman ko. I hope she's not too mad at me and him.