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2 years from today i was crying the whole day because of this shit, tanginaaaa this thread brought back all the sadness i had when i got this certificate https://twitter.com/jebijebi_/status/982582943699714049">https://twitter.com/jebijebi_...

I didn& #39;t even expect this to happen when i was on 9th grade because i was slacking all of my school activities and i dont do well inside the classroom. But well, things happen when you least expect it dont they?

But i wasn& #39;t happy that time, not because pang 8 LANG ako, no, im grateful for that. The reason why i was sad is because no one, in my family, even congratulated me for this. Yah, im sound like a baby does it? But it was the same year my depression was triggered.

Some of my friends congratulated me, but i expected more from my family. On this thread that i quoted, i mentioned a kid (which is my nephew from my cousin) got rank 6 in his class. He even got congratulated by my MOM and that made me jealous af.

On church gatherings tinatanong nila ako kung may rank ba ako sa school, tapos sinasabi ko na "ahh, 8 lang" tapos tatahimik na ako.

Simula non, di na ako nagsasabi ng mga achievements ko sa kanila, wala rin naman silang pake, why would i even bother telling them?