day 1 of not being aves’ lap dog:

ive started to lose my mind, life is not the same... i feel ??? cold... the warmth of her is no longer there..... i have an aves-sized hole in my heart that nothing can fill.., im a shell of who i once was

-end of thread-
i am once again aves’ lap dog, my heart it full again and i am no longer cold. back to being my old self again.