today i lost my mama, i also lost my happiness, i aint got feelings now, only sorrow and sadness i had. but i dont wanna be sad forever, who wanna be sad forever? no one. after this i will try to be happy as much as i can bcs i know my mama dont want me to be sad all-day long.

but the fact is i also happy with my mama eventhough last month, her plan was to go umrah but got postponed because of covid-19 and yeah she has a better plan now which is going to the heaven :). that what i thought, i know she dont want me to be sad.

ohya whoever that knows my mama, pray alfatihah to her, i know she will likes it. and i know she will miss my friends too. to those who stayed with me together in my house, thank you for providing happiness to my mom because she likes cooking! she enjoy cooking food to us.

she always ask me how my friends doing? are they going to the right path or not. i just sayin that i believe their path is the right path to choose!

and whoever see this tweet, pray alfatihah to my arwah mama zabidah binti tamit, she will appreciate it :)

“this is life, random things will happen and u cant do anything about it. put your past behind you eventhough it still hurts, you will learn from it and time will heal you. eventually, u will be strong and u will realise the purpose of our life is to be happy”

*prepared this thread earlier after the doctor in charge told me that mama had less time, they had prepared everything they got but nothing changed so they just had to wait my mama to go peacefully. i cried a lot that time until i get headache.