we played 10 songs each.
these are all the songs that make me think of of my wife and the story behind them.
when we first started talking on the phone i told ash she reminded me of whitney. she said how... i said shes very hood but you wouldnt know it because she looks like an angel. then i played her the wendy interview. she understood https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">
we actually started talking from ash commenting on some j. cole lyrics i made as a fb status. “ink from the pen spilling on my notebook filled with dreams this is my hope book”. 9 years later we’re with a best selling journal titled “love yours”.
ash is actually a b*rb. one of our first chill sessions she played me a nicki mixtape “the reup”. kinda made me a fan too. super bass is still her jam. i would play it and picture her rapping it in my ear when we were long distance.
“you fuckin with niggas thats insecure, watered down my shit is pure”
when ash raps she reminds me of pac. we used to do this same back and forth with songs on skype. this was our first song. we went word for word. i was smitten.
when we were long distance i had to reassure her that i wasnt going anywhere. i told her how much i cheated in the past so she questioned me a lot but i was all about her and showed her. we fucked to this mixtape every 3 months that first year. whew.
“you said you’d be gentle with me” ash had a list of things she didnt like sexually when we met. that list no longer exists. when she about to get some after a long time this is her go to jam.
we had the worse communication in the “talking” phase. ash used to curse me out and hang up in my face because i was unavailable to her. she said her spirit didnt like me. she got on my nerves being crazy and we stopped talking for 2 months because of it.
when we first decided to start creating together we would spend hours and hours designing. our jewelry process would take days to complete. one of the constant jams was this. no days off was the motto.
we fucked super fast. it may have been a week, might have been a few days i can’t remember but it was fast. this mixtape got a lot of play but this how i felt about her. i aint think she was a hoe, she just figured she knew what she wanted and she didhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😝" title="Squinting face with tongue" aria-label="Emoji: Squinting face with tongue">
my close out song.... the queen herself. everybodys big joker. “when the worlds at war, let our love heal us all”. 1+1 is one of the first songs i played by ear on guitar. ash text me while i was playing it one day and it hit me.... i love this damn girl.
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