it’s amazing how everything you work so hard to achieve can collapse in days without anything you can do to save it. 2020 was supposed to be the greatest year of my life, i worked 18 hour days for weeks so I can be somewhere and never worry about money again. I gave back, i -

built so much and now none of it means anything. for the first time in months i’m worried about rent, for the first time in my months my future seems blurry. everything is falling apart and i can do nothing but watch lmao. two months ago i was planning to buy my first car and now

I’m worried about where i’m gonna live. because someone somewhere in a country that’s on the OTHER SIDE OF THE PLANET wanted to eat a fucking bat. How insane is that?!! how crazy that one person does one thing and now people are losing their lives, their jobs, business, homes etc

I can’t help but wonder what’s on the end of the tunnel lmao and just hope that people will come out okay. I spent nights just hoping that i’ll never be where i am now but I guess the universe doesnt give a shit about my plans. #StayAtHome #COVID2019

For those who NEED help, who are worried about themselves or their families, about rent or food or their pets
you can use this thread. drop your paypal your venmo your cashapp your fucking bank details if you must. I can’t contribute but maybe someone out there can.
Stay safe !