To be real my first relationship was toxic as fuck. I don’t even know why I stayed with that dude for so long. That relationship still affects me today. Even though I left him like two years ago. I always ask myself why did he cheat why did he treat me the way he treated me?

You want to know the fucked up part about it all? No matter what he did to me I will always have love for him deep down in my heart. He was my first love no one ever forgets their first love.

Being a Overthinker with nothing to do can really screw up your mind. It can give you major depression and anxiety.

I DK I might delete this thread later