This quarantine is just free time to realize shit. I was afraid to drive because two members of my family were disabled in car wrecks. Maybe my anxiety is getting worse because I'm chronically Ill. What's your most recent realization?

Also realizing I need to actually accept I have a serious illness. So often I think "so many people have it worse than you, you just have the silly poo poo disease" but like- I literally have felt well 2 days this week lmao. If I make a small mistake I risk being hospitalized -

The outbreak has made it harder than ever for me to keep myself healthy. I cant risk bankrupting my family because I accidentally had gravy with dairy in. I'm keeping much better track of my meds, but it's hard to always wake up and feel sick.