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hi, opening up on why i keep being invisible/deactivating & kinda an update on me
just a few tws// major insecurities/loneliness/depressing thoughts
okay so basically... i never stand up for myself. i never ever think about +
just a few tws// major insecurities/loneliness/depressing thoughts
okay so basically... i never stand up for myself. i never ever think about +
myself and usually beat myself down to the extent where my friends need to knock me out of it because i really, strongly dislike myself. i’m in a place where i don’t have many friends in person and online and especially during quarantine i feel really alone since i can’t +
interact w my irl friends obviously but what makes it even worse is that i don’t have any friends here either that i talk to :( i feel really lonely and the reason why i’m so inactive is bc i get really upset seeing friend groups here and it makes my heart ache bc +
i wish i could be loved the way others are. one thing i look forward to often is finally having a sense of love and affection during my birthday but this year some of my closest friends forgot to wish me a happy birthday and i just feel like nobody likes me anymore :( +
especially within the past year my self confidence and trust in oneself has gotten really low and i feel like i have nobody to depend on. countless nights i’m crying to the point where i have to force myself to stop or else it could damage my health from the immense +
amounts of pain i’m feeling. even while writing this i’m debating on cancelling this because i feel like i’m selfish for sharing my feelings and feeling this way. i do get professional help to help maintain my mental health so i do have a shoulder i can cry on but +
i feel like this issue isn’t just mental health :( i genuinely feel like my social life has gone down the drain specially since the beginning of this year and i’m at a point where i genuinely dislike myself.
i’m gonna stop this thread here. there’s much more to talk about but i understand that it can seem like i’m fishing for attention. i love everyone and i only wish the best for u all ever.
