Only my friends follow my burner so no one will see this but . .

Today marks one year since I left my last abusive relationship, ever.

One year.

3 months since I admitted I hate you guts and I hope that you reincarnate one this planet 474 times and that ever incarnation you are endlessly fucked over. Only you thought. Not your children. Not your ancestors. Not your family. Just you.

I could have wept enough to fill the oceans.

I take accountability for staying in a relationship that had already proven itself to physically & sexually abusive. Yet I stayed.

Out of everything - the mental / emotional abuse was the worst.

I wrote a message as assertively as possible to let him know that our “relationship” was not healthy, and was abusive. I am half robot, thanks to my dad, and I’m not really assertive so I honestly fucked it up by 3 months ago I would have never sent that.

Then I reblocked him.

Anyways. I hope you rot in hell.

I am going to have an amazing, healthy, happy relationship and marriage one day even though you tried to make sure I never would. Even though you tried to break me .

You raggedy bitch.

To those who read this thread- please excuse my use of GIFS . I am apparently morphing into a Virgo and this is how I deal with things now .