Everytime my socially awkward ass gets ignored on a social media site a part of myself dies inside because I don't know shit about starting a conversation. I'm all alone because nobody sees me, and I can't make myself visible no matter how hard I try

And then I just start to care less and less about everything, including my own life. At times like these I really wish I could hurl myself into an on coming semi and be plastered all over the freeway