The more and more I think about it, I think I really am an extrovert. Like ya sometimes I wanna be alone and shut myself off but many times I just always wanna be talking to someone. Most of my irls dont wanna talk to me so that& #39;s why I& #39;m so active on twthttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">

But then this also causes me to be super insecure to the point were I question my friendship with everyone, even my closest friends. I constantly think I& #39;m too annoying, my friends are gonna get sick of me, and they secretly hate me but dont wanna hurt my feelings

And because of that I start distancing myself and forcing myself to give them space because I think they dont wanna talk to me. And then people ask me "why have we talked so long" and I& #39;m likehttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face"> bruh idkkk

This wasnt supposed to get deep idk why happened midway through