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I& #39;m just gonna say it to get these dumbbells stuff of my shoulder.
I& #39;m tired of letting myself attack myself. I& #39;m in a cycle and I don& #39;t know how to escape it.
Is it stupid? Absolutely!
I don& #39;t want people to be concerned about me. But putting this public might help clear my head
I& #39;m tired of letting myself attack myself. I& #39;m in a cycle and I don& #39;t know how to escape it.
Is it stupid? Absolutely!
I don& #39;t want people to be concerned about me. But putting this public might help clear my head
Look everyone gets jealous and I understand that. But the jealously I have is a bit strange.
When I see someone& #39;s accomplishments or gifts. I get jealous and of course I don& #39;t show it, that& #39;s normal.
Though, that jealously makes me push myself to feel the same way
When I see someone& #39;s accomplishments or gifts. I get jealous and of course I don& #39;t show it, that& #39;s normal.
Though, that jealously makes me push myself to feel the same way
I overwork myself on purpose to reach my goals, and I can& #39;t relax in peace. I continually get that thought bubble saying
"You could be working"
"You& #39;re letting people down"
"You& #39;re just goofing off"
I can& #39;t help but listen to it, and that causes me to work even more
Cycle of work
"You could be working"
"You& #39;re letting people down"
"You& #39;re just goofing off"
I can& #39;t help but listen to it, and that causes me to work even more
Cycle of work
And know that it& #39;s easy to say that just relax and try to ignore them, but it& #39;s impossible for me.
As you guys know I run a patreon and last hiatus that caused me to lose over half of them.
Now yes I& #39;m still young not an entrepreneur, but someone& #39;s got to pay the VA and animators
As you guys know I run a patreon and last hiatus that caused me to lose over half of them.
Now yes I& #39;m still young not an entrepreneur, but someone& #39;s got to pay the VA and animators
So I took even more hours at work. Yet my managers kept cheating me out of breaks and hours. And when my dad passed away months back we were planning to hold a way keeping here and bury him in Nigeria
Ok now this is probably why I& #39;ve been so bitter recently. but I gotta say it
Ok now this is probably why I& #39;ve been so bitter recently. but I gotta say it
When Covid-19 started.
They closed down public gatherings
They closed down travel
And limited work places
So we couldn& #39;t have the way keeping or go to Nigeria
And now the new place I was gonna work finally, had to close on me. So now I& #39;m back working like this
They closed down public gatherings
They closed down travel
And limited work places
So we couldn& #39;t have the way keeping or go to Nigeria
And now the new place I was gonna work finally, had to close on me. So now I& #39;m back working like this
I was thinking of taking a break off social media but I simply can& #39;t do that. It& #39;ll make it worse now that we all are stuck inside.
And if you want my honest thoughts.
I& #39;m probably going to keep working harder. It keeps me distracted and it& #39;s my job
And if you want my honest thoughts.
I& #39;m probably going to keep working harder. It keeps me distracted and it& #39;s my job
Life is hard and we all know that. But I guess that& #39;s what I enjoy about it.
If life was so easy sure that& #39;d be Paradise for about two days.
I hate being hit by a boulder, but I love the joy I get climbing over that boulder.
But yet that joy diminishes every time
If life was so easy sure that& #39;d be Paradise for about two days.
I hate being hit by a boulder, but I love the joy I get climbing over that boulder.
But yet that joy diminishes every time
I& #39;ve taught myself not to brag or get cocky when great things happen to me. This is so I don& #39;t let things get to my head. But I go too strong with this and now I& #39;m starting to get ungrateful.
Like let& #39;s be real!?!I
Like let& #39;s be real!?!I
I have over 2.7k followers
I do well in grades
I have a fantastic family and friend
I have pile of fanart
WHO DO I THINK I AM TO FEEL JEALOUS?!?
Let alone ungrateful! I never want to feel like this, but it& #39;s daily!
I want to be one always grateful and respectful
I do well in grades
I have a fantastic family and friend
I have pile of fanart
WHO DO I THINK I AM TO FEEL JEALOUS?!?
Let alone ungrateful! I never want to feel like this, but it& #39;s daily!
I want to be one always grateful and respectful
Yet here I am typing this-...oh my.
One can truly type when they are venting... If you& #39;re still reading this you have my gratitude
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But let me wrap it up.
I& #39;m not leaving let alone taking a break. But I hate to say it. I need support, a new brain, and definitely a hug!
One can truly type when they are venting... If you& #39;re still reading this you have my gratitude
But let me wrap it up.
I& #39;m not leaving let alone taking a break. But I hate to say it. I need support, a new brain, and definitely a hug!
I& #39;m not asking for paterons hell I& #39;m not even gonna ask you to like this post.
But I just want everyone to know that people have a weak point and choosing to cover it. Will just make it weaker.
So I& #39;m deciding right now that I& #39;m no longer covering my weaknesses
But I just want everyone to know that people have a weak point and choosing to cover it. Will just make it weaker.
So I& #39;m deciding right now that I& #39;m no longer covering my weaknesses
I& #39;m not a great Pixel artist
I suck at grammar obviously
I& #39;m 17 so I& #39;m still a kid
I get jealous easily
I hide my feelings so people don& #39;t know what I& #39;m truly thinking
I don& #39;t manage my time well
There& #39;s a whole lot more but I& #39;m trying not to get reported^^`
I suck at grammar obviously
I& #39;m 17 so I& #39;m still a kid
I get jealous easily
I hide my feelings so people don& #39;t know what I& #39;m truly thinking
I don& #39;t manage my time well
There& #39;s a whole lot more but I& #39;m trying not to get reported^^`
Look
I can accept the fact that no one cares about this. But thats not why I typed this up and posted it.
I posted this so my family, friends, team, and supporters know that I& #39;m not so perfect. And that& #39;s ok. If I& #39;m supposed to be a leader, then that time to shine is now
I can accept the fact that no one cares about this. But thats not why I typed this up and posted it.
I posted this so my family, friends, team, and supporters know that I& #39;m not so perfect. And that& #39;s ok. If I& #39;m supposed to be a leader, then that time to shine is now
I have one goal and I& #39;m gonna reach it!
Yeah everyone says that and two weeks later they don& #39;t mean it. But let me BRAG FOR ONCE!
I CAN CODE AMAZINGLY WELL!
I CAN ANIMATE AMAZINFLY WELL!
I& #39;M 17 AND AHEAD OF MY TIME!
(Alright calm down)
Burning Requiem will be GREAT
I GUARANTEE!
Yeah everyone says that and two weeks later they don& #39;t mean it. But let me BRAG FOR ONCE!
I CAN CODE AMAZINGLY WELL!
I CAN ANIMATE AMAZINFLY WELL!
I& #39;M 17 AND AHEAD OF MY TIME!
(Alright calm down)
Burning Requiem will be GREAT
I GUARANTEE!
