How are you all doing today?

I’m okay ~70% of the time, it turns out that the vast majority of my life was unnecessary and I’m fine without it. Trying to just be in the moment which... well I’m not really given to Advanced Planning anyway.

But today I was just like... fuck it, I can’t, and spent the entire day playing LEGO Jurassic.

I didn’t understand the whole humans bringing back dinosaurs the first time and it remains equally bizarre to me. But escaping reality for several hours is... a relief.

The one thing that has really helped has been releasing myself from judgement. Accepting that there is no right way to survive this period, whatever people who hold forth on the internet are inclined to share. I decided to just do what felt right for me & not judge myself for it.