hate that my breakdowns always go from numb, to grief, to fury
aka first i was sad about my ex and now im mad bc it& #39;s kind of ridiculous that it can& #39;t seem to live without a crush or partner
also mad bc did it meet this person when we were still together? were they the reason that it was so distant? hmm
cant believe i thought i could be its friend. clearly the only thing that matters to it is its interests
ill delete this thread soon I& #39;m just angry