hate that my breakdowns always go from numb, to grief, to fury
aka first i was sad about my ex and now im mad bc it's kind of ridiculous that it can't seem to live without a crush or partner
also mad bc did it meet this person when we were still together? were they the reason that it was so distant? hmm
cant believe i thought i could be its friend. clearly the only thing that matters to it is its interests
ill delete this thread soon I'm just angry
let's see how good my impulse control is and if i can stop myself again from kicking it from the server (which is shitty but eugh im angry and don't want to see it)