i'm lesbian. homosexual. a woman who is attracted to other women. the idea of being in a relationship with a man makes me uncomfortable. this is who i am. i can't change this. trust me, i would if i could. what did i do to deserve so much hate? this is just how i am—

—and sometimes i think about it and it makes me very sad. that so many people hate me for this fact about myself that i can't change. it's not fair. what did i ever do to any of you? i just want to be able to wake up beside a woman i love and just be happy.

i want to get married and maybe adopt kids with her, or not, whatever. why is that so wrong? your religion? your culture? what? why? why should that affect how i live my life? i'll probably delete this thread later but it just makes me sad you know?

why should i bother living in a world that hates me for what i can't change?